♥ & all

Where should I even start?


My birthday...
been planning month's ahead, got myself gifts and even bought a ticket back home to celebrate my 21st birthday with my family. Didn't turn out well as, the unexpected happened. My beloved grandmother passed away just one week before.

Devastated, and sad, just visited her two weeks ago before she left, wasn't doing so well, was keeping an eye on her throat to make sure she's still breathing. Her body was partially deformed because of dialysis. She couldn't recognise me anymore, mistook me for the old maid that took care of her, and she was quite fond of her. Part of me felt glad for she will not have to go through anymore suffering. Everyone came back for the funeral except for my sister, and she was very very sad for she is not able to see grandma for the last time. Took quite sometime for her to recover. 


It was a sad event; She was the sole person that pulled us together, between my dad and his siblings, and now, she has departed, it would be expected that out gatherings will be lessen. 


Anyways...
I am still reminded of my grandma every now and then, I dreamt of her several times. She's been an awesome grandmother to me and though she's gone and had lived her life for 90 years, we should all be glad as she will not have to go through anymore suffering.






Pictures!!! 
Gifts and everything though I may not be able to celebrate it due to respect.But I am glad to have my family with me. (ticket burned though)

My Birthday Card that I made.

My Old wallet that I've been using for 7 years!! Amaz-a-zing! 

Can't use it anymore as my coins compartment's zip is off,

So, I'm replacing it with...

THIS! YaY~

I bought myself a 21st B'day charm bracelet in a handmade craft bazaar.

Also bought myself a pair of killer heels.. ♥

A bottle of Burberry Perfume.. fell in love with the scent the
first time I smell it a sample in a magazine. So I bought it to pamper myself.
It's also my very first bottle of perfume. ♥

Finally, a birthday won't be it without a birthday dress! ♥

This is just a teaser of how the pattern of the dress look like, I didn't have the chance to wear it still,
saving it for the right time and right occasion, but yeah, my birthday card shows how I think 

I would look like in this dress.. I'll upload it when I have the chance to really wear it, 

Till then, C'ya! ♥